What I Wish Students Knew About Vocational Discernment
Many college students get stressed out about their vocational
discernment. Are you one of them? You don’t have to be. While some young
Catholics spend years trying to figure out God’s will for their life,
the whole process can actually be very straightforward. Let’s start at
DEFINING VOCATIONAL DISCERNMENT
First of all, vocation is a Latin word meaning "call." God is calling
each and every one of us to be a saint, to become the man or woman he
made us to be according to our own unique individuality like St. Francis
of Assisi, or John Paul the Great or Mother Teresa. And discernment is
another way to say discovery, so vocational discernment is about
discovering where God is calling you to be a saint and then living out
that call. While the call to holiness is universal and at the same time
unique for each one of us, we are called to live out that call in
Christ's Church according to one of two states of life: marriage or
consecration. We’ll explain that a little more in a minute.
THE TWO ESSENTIALS
You may have already heard that God has a plan for our lives because He said, “I alone know the plans I have for you, plans for good and not for woe, plans to give you a future full of hope” (Jer. 29:11). But how do we discover God’s plan for our lives? St. Ignatius of Loyola says that we start by making a real decision to follow Jesus Christ with our whole hearts. He tells us that finding out God’s plan for our lives begins with doing what we already know God wants us to do. That means two things:
- freedom of heart
- praying 20 minutes to an hour every day with Scripture or another spiritual book
- going to Mass on Sunday
- going to Confession at least once a month
- A true devotion to Mary and spiritual direction are also recommended
- being free from any desire to commit mortal sins or even to purposely commit venial sins
- healing or breaking off any unhealthy relationships whether they be with friends or family
- being free of any romantic ties
Finally, Ignatius says it may not be a good idea to tell your family
and friends right away because they can try to push you in one direction
or another. The question is: Will this person help me be more free to
do what God wants me to do?
THE TWO WAYS: MARRIAGE AND CONSECRATION
Before getting into all the details of what specifically God wants you to do, it can be a good idea to consider whether God may want you to be married or consecrated. This is known as your “state of life”. Your state of life is how you will give your life to God and serve others. As Jesus points out: while some are called to marriage, others are called to live out “celibacy for the Kingdom.” And just like marriage is about choosing to love one other person for life, celibacy is about embracing a unique relationship in which God fills your heart so that it is overflowing. (Note: priesthood in the Western Church and committed single life are both ways of living out celibacy for the Kingdom.) Signs that God is calling you to celibacy include:
- a certain dissatisfaction in considering the married life
- a great love of prayer
- a great love of apostolate
- a particular joy in the things of God: philosophy and theology, sacred art and music, the divine liturgy and the sacraments.
However the one true sign is attraction to a specific form of
consecrated life and peace in living it out. This alone is "the sign" of
THREE TIMES WHEN IT'S OK TO MAKE A DECISION
When can you know if marriage or consecration is right for you? Assuming you've reached the point of interior freedom where you can say, "Whatever you want God, I'll do it: You want me consecrated, ok. You want me married, ok," then there are three times when you can make this decision. The first is like a lightning bolt. It’s a flash of inspiration that comes to you so strongly there’s no way you can doubt it. Still it is good to bring this flash to your spiritual director or someone else you trust.
The second way is like a see-saw. While you pray about your vocation and your future you may begin to feel a deep and lasting peace about one way or the other. Then when you think about another possibility, you may not feel peace at all, or you may feel peace at first, but then it leaves a bad aftertaste. Obviously, you’ll want to choose whatever gives you a deep and lasting peace.
There is also a third time when you can decide which vocation you
want to pursue, that is a time of peace. If you have a moment of peace
in your life or can go away on a retreat or just get out of all the
hustle and bustle of daily life, then there are two ways you can make a
decision about your vocation. One requires you to weigh your options
like on a scale while the other lets you use your imagination.
WAY OF REASON
To use the scale method, first grab four pieces of paper and a pen.
Then you must always begin with the end in mind. The goal of your life
is to become a saint, the man or woman God made you to be and so give
glory to God and help build up His kingdom here on earth. To do that,
there are two ways: marriage and consecration. On one piece of paper,
you write all the pros of getting married: sharing your life with
someone, chance to raise a family, to have your own home, etc. On the
second sheet of paper you need to write all the cons of marriage: not
having as much time to pray or to read God’s word, all the chores and
responsibilities and pressures that come from raising a family like St.
Paul says: “I want you to be free from anxieties. The unmarried man is
anxious about the affairs of the Lord, how to please the Lord, but the
married man is anxious about worldly affairs, how to please his wife and
his interests are divided. I say this not to lay a restraint upon you,
but to promote the good order and to secure your undivided devotion to
the Lord” (1 Cor 7:32-35). On the third sheet of paper, you can write
all the pros of being consecrated: more time for prayer and the
sacraments, more availability to build up God’s Kingdom, more
opportunities to learn about God and His plan for us, and so on. Finally
on the fourth sheet of paper, write the cons of being consecrated: most
especially the recognition that you will have to give up family life,
but remember Jesus also said: “there is no man who hath left house or
brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or children, or lands, for
my sake and for the gospel, Who shall not receive an hundred times as
much, now in this time; houses, and brethren, and sisters, and mothers,
and children, and lands, with persecutions: and in the world to come
life everlasting” (Mt 19:29). Now you can weigh your options using your
reason and then take your decision to God in prayer OR you can try the…
WAY OF IMAGINATION
Begin by imagining a young man or woman in your exact same situation. You don’t know this person, but you love them as your brother or sister in Christ. What would you tell them to do? Write that down. Now imagine you are in a rocking chair looking back on your life: how would you feel if you chose marriage? How would you feel if you chose consecration? Write down which brought more joy. Now take those decisions before God and see if there’s peace. Give it a shot and if the peace lasts, then there’s your answer. If not, then there’s your answer. Remember God wants you to be happy, to become a saint, to become the man or woman he made you to be. When you discover your vocation, you discover who you are and living that out is your joy.
So while some may be afraid of getting too close to God because they think He’ll make them do something they don’t want to do, the truth is that God is the good shepherd who brings you to green pastures and only asks you to do what is going to bring you more joy than you could ever have on your own.
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